today wasn't a very bad day, but it all happens again and again. I don't know where to stop thinking about other people's mistakes instead of my own. Everybody makes mistakes and I know I do too. But I try not to and people say that is good, but I don't want to be a perfect guy, I want to make mistakes, but I want to be able to fix them. I feel terrible if I can't even fix my own damn mistakes which I hurt others with. Dat keeps happening and I don't know where to go.